There used to be some saying that was something like this: Don't try anything new after age 50. Me? I can't yet explain it, but most of my life I was pretty timid in the music arena. I can remember one single time in my 30's where I got up in front of the band at a packed club, with nothing but a microphone and sang Mony Mony, while our female vocalists played on my keyboards. I was scared to death because I just plain sucked as a singer and knew it.
And yet, if you don't sing, your songs are selected for you by the person that does sing and I finally came to realize, if I want to play jump blues...I better start doing some singing!
And there I was last night at Full Sail, in studio A, in the mix booth, surrounded by students and their seasoned instructor and probably a million dollars worth of gear.
We listened to my song over and over, while I tried not to visibly cringe, and yet saw the instructor twirling knobs as the song sounded better and better. I'd have to say he had some magic in that old silk hat, because I almost sounded like somebody that knew what they were doing.
The fear wasn't like falling off a cliff or anything else...it was a grim determination that I was going to do this and the part of my brain that was saying "no, no, no" had just better get used to it.
One thing going for me...those kids got to see grandpa get out there and rock!